i like you
i cant find back the feeling.
"you've got the keys in the dark"

awwww yeah YOG HERE I COME!
HEYHEYHEYHEY.
I dont know why,
but i think my old habit of book-whoring is back!
:D
i just need to starve up in the morning. :(
Don't you dare make anymore promises.
And there was this girl...
I dont wanna fall for it.The temptation is kinda strong
it took me awhile to comprehend it.
apparently when i was in the bus, i was thinking much.
to return to spend quality time with you, or to just let live and let fly.
I chose this path.
Anyway yesterday's dinner was a blast!
camwhores :P
ate drank speech, talk talk help out, and more DRINKS :)
Tearful night also, i cant help but to tear most of the time when they get engaged.
tear when Second aunt speaks about her son,
tear when i think about his only brother finally getting engaged,
tear as i treat my cousins like my own brothers.
It kinda suddenly came to me that why would i want to have a single life till im ready.
Thinking about the past experiences, There's many things i wanna undo.
"Do what you feel like doing, dont do something that you dont like" quoted by Daniel.
It kinda made a impact to me.
all right enough about that.
HAPPY ENGAGEMENT :D
Andy Lim and Joey Huang :D

its been long since i blogged.
There's many things on my mind nowadays.
I wanna live single, but sometimes i wanna have someone to talk to.
Inspired to have a successful life like someone, i think i might be able to do it.
the level of determination is quite high, to be honest.
I dont really know if i like it or not, but i think i had my priorities set right already.
It doesnt matter if you were to get along with someone else.
it doesnt matter if you wanna have someone in your life.
i like it when you make time for me, but its not good for you to force yourself you know.
besides, im happy living a single life now. :D
LIFE IS GOOD.
PORSCHE INTERIOR ROCKS ASS <3
You readers must be wondering why i suddenly blogged
Im just too damn confused about something and i just wanna share about it. maybe writing it out will help me solve the problem :/
3 choices.
I know i have changed recently, and i am still not very used to the attention im getting nowadays.
its like the first time i wore contact lenses.
When was the last time i did ever said "i'll fall in love" Again?
I dont really know.
I once never really believed that there was this thing called Friends-friend = your friend (could be your best friend of girlfriend later)
I dont know how to feel if i were to tell my friend something like
"Fuck off its my problem and her's now"
Thats why im really afraid i'll lose BOTH friends this way. If something really shitty happens, that is.
I dont know if i should.
This girl is BLUR.
In a way, i like my status now.
in a another way, i wanna progress.
Trust me, i want to, but i cant. even though im really happy things are going well for us :)
<3
its been long since i updated my blog.
Updates.
TRAINING FOR SUNTEC
man, i tell you. i think my group has the most in and outs for the whole group. dramatic. We shed tears, go through thick and thin, laughed, cried, and all.
All those hard work will be on for tomorrow. Hope we stay as a group even after suntec itself man.
And shit, i think im beginning all over again.
SCHOOL WORK
nothing much going on here.
Just trying my hardest to jaga time and dance.
I already sercured 2A, (might be even AD) and a B. Just hope i can do well for MPI.
cursed subject.
jiayou people. its now or never.